I think there’s somethin’ to say when you allow someone into your life. Like every person should be put through an interview before being able to step into the life around me, I think that would help wouldn’t it?
Like an interview with a checklist with questions like, “Will you ever fuck over this person in your friendship?” With a simple yes or no and a box beside each so the person can check it so I can look at it at the end of the interview and say, “Get the fuck out” or “Finally, something worth the time.”
'Cause there's something to be said about being fucked over by those closest to us isn't there? I mean I can understand a jealous boyfriend hating on me or whatever maybe but when your own good friend volunteers to take the spot of “I’m going to try to hurt you without you knowing it” Well least to say is it hurts.
I guess I can’t be fully mad since I stopped the problem before it happened, but it doesn’t change the fact of what could have been. I try and try to be nice to my friends and I put my guard down because I trust them.
But the minute I turn my back you try to stab me because you’re desperate?
Look “friend” I understand you’re having problems with someone closest to you but just because you can’t face your own goddamn problems doesn’t mean you have to try and take something from mine, which by the way didn’t even work out for you.
You tried, and it didn’t work.
I’m tired of being the nice guy, I’m tired of spilling my life to those closest to me and I’m tired of being vulnerable. I know I’m a little cold hearted and I know I’m not exactly the easiest person to let in, but you were my friend.
And as soon as I stop you in your predictable tracks you try to apologize and say it’s a mistake?
Fuck you man.
There’s a reason why people have best friends, and you just about ruined that.
Four years, four years.
I guess it’s true that you can’t trust anyone these days. It’s a shame man I thought you were different.